Very Nearly Hippy

so i've gotten nothing accomplished so far from my first post list. baby's room isn't ready. daughters room isn't ready. hell, yule isn't ready. I keep telling myself that my distractions are justified. but i know they aren't.

i think i just suck at being pregnant. i hate it. i hate not being in control of my body. i hate having to go to the bathroom every twenty minutes. I hate feeling guilty because i hate being pregnant.

so i just don't want to do anything. I want to sit on the couch and kill zombies. I can't even bring myself to blog on schedule.

but thankfully it will all be over soon. my son will be born in february, and it will all be worth it, if only because i'll have control over my bladder again.

but i did buy cloth diapers. so i can still call myself a hippy.